i have been realizing a lot of things lately, coming to conclusions on some and leaving others to be concluded. it is a great feeling. if you ask me personally i will tell you one of them!

lately i have found that sometimes things just aren't worth it. i don't think i have ever felt so strongly about that in my whole life. not that i feel that super strong about it, just that i have never felt really any way about it before so now that i feel one way about it seems like more of a stronger feeling. i really do love provo. the closeness of people and the centralization of all of them. it is a simple way of life and i enjoy that. i know things won't eventually be so simple. i have lived here for the past three years. including the summers. when people tell me that they don't like provo i use to get mad, since i enjoy it so much. but now i realize that people are different and enjoy different things. some people don't have friends which makes them not like it; others may find that the mormon popluation is too much or they want to live in more of a city environment. i will live here for at least another year and a half. and when my time here is over i will be really sad but also excited to move onto other parts of the world and my life.

i use to watch movies on dvd so much. now it is really hard for me to watch a movie that isn't in the movie theatre. i think one reason is because i don't have a tv/dvd player. maybe i will buy one! for my new house! god bless wherever that is!

another envious couple is rachelle and clay! also an envious couple who is not married is jon and becca. i though this cause they just walked in and they just looked great together and seemed happy.

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