i have come to a revelation.

crym me a river by justin timberlake is really good. and im not just joking jeff, although my shoe has the initial on it. i envision him being the next big thing (whatever that means) and we might not be able to comprehend it now, but he will. like michael jackson was in the 80's. only now and 10 times as big. a lot of you that read this will get mad and say "what an dork jeff is". i can picture kari getting mad and thinking im really dumb for even liking it. i can also picture kris j. reading it and saying "jeff is pure pop"

and i guess its true. but what makes music such a decider of who people hang out with and if people like you or not. i understand that typically the music one listens to can decide the group of friends cause same interests come from that etc. and im glad i can tell my friends that i actually like justin timberlake songs (well, ive only heard 2). but if you all here on diaryland were to meet me for the first time and i told you i did in fact like that song, some of you would probably not want to associate yourselves with me. maybe thats too big of a statement, cause i dont think so, but just maybe. other people for sure (our friends are very nice). but i get so sick sometimes of people only associating themselves with other people because of their high fashion and what bands they like and we cant hang out with others cause theyre this way, what if somebody were to see me talking to them etc. Aand the gooch isnt like that at all (when i say gooch i mean all people associated with it on a regular basis) people are rad and im already starting to lose my train of thought here its boring me now> and also the periods have turned into these >>>>>>for some reason> so i just complained about stuff< but i know i do it also at times and me writing on diaryland is not what i believe for real (although it can be) cause im always debating what i think and such< its just a way to be thinking> can you tell that im going downhill from here im not makin much sense anymore> when i have a thought i need to caapture it as quick as possible>

supposedly im 44 percent gay, that sucks.

LA tomorrow. colorado new years.

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