i wish with all my heart and with all my brain and with all my soul to stop feeling the way i am feeling. for it to stop. for things to cease. for me to cope. for me to be allright. but even as i write this i have no hope for it. i have no hope that things will turn out well, and i don't think i want them to. i am not wanting to move on. i am not wanting to be happy. i don't want anything at all.

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