ok ikumi
2005-08-04, 7:09 a.m.

there are two things that i would like to talk about

first, karl has two new songs that are so good i can't get over it. one he has actually played at shows, and the other he hasn't played ever. he recorded them recently and now i have them! i am amazed at friends and their ability to create something that is lasting, that moves people, that gives that euphoric feeling.

the other thing i would like to talk about is superficiality, and vain people who either believe it is important or are confused as to what really matters. there is one girl that i have met recently who is really beautiful. one of the more "beautiful" girls i have met (i use quotations cause that is so subjective, what beauty is. but she would be considered to be really beautiful by most people i assume.) but she is also really annoying and socially undeveloped and weird. she really clamors for attention, and i know that at least one reason why she does so is due to the fact that her whole life she has gotten by on her looks and hasn't really needed to develop those other qualities in herself, the ones that matter (trust, love, honesty, kindness, sincerity etc.) she has been okay skimming by on surface level things, and she has been fooled into thinking beauty is what matters (i am using beauty in terms of how one looks). she's been told how beautiful she is her whole life, and this has affected how she views herself and her relationship in others. i don't know what else i really have to say about it, my thoughts are all kinda jumbled right now. but it pains me to see people get lost in things.


in one of karl's songs he sings:

it won't be long, until they get their way
it won't be long, but we don't have to stay
i'll follow you, until we reach the end
i'll follow you, till we run out again

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