every now and then an overwhelming feeling hits me. this feeling is usually tied to me not making music. out of all the arts music is the most important to me, and in these moments i feel like i've whored myself and my time, that instead of making music and cleansing my mind of thoughts that i have, i have given it to other things which are less meaningful. how do i change my behavior to where when these moments come i follow through with what i truly feel and desire to do?

if anybody wants to hang out tonight i will be in my room doing what a boy does best, making friendship bracelets.

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