the conundrum
2005-09-23, 12:44 p.m.

there is this program called ourtunes that allows for anybody to download other's music that are on the same wirless network. if thou wouldst like to download it thou canst go to

http://ourtunes.sourceforge.net/

it really is outrageous how fast you can download other songs. the swamp/betty la fea and max's house will all be sharing music and downloading the crazy crap out of each other.

what are we going to do about this all? about everything that happens to us? music inspires but leaves me wanting more. movies help me to see things more clearly but they leave me wanting more.

real connections is what i enjoy the most, they are what i want the most. someone who you can connect with and share things with and love with. but even in the best of times i can't help but think that those moments aren't lasting, that at the end of the day when i am sleeping i will still be left wanting more. and even when i think i have it all, everything i could want, i am still skeptical that it will not be lasting and by next year i will again be all alone.

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