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2006-02-07, 1:41 p.m.

it is interesting the perceptions i have of certain things. before, i perceived some things as crazy or wild or weird or outrageous. now these things seem so minor.

i also feel that with every relationship i have been in i have learned a lot. to the point where by the end of the relationship, i think i know how to handle every situation that will come my way in the next one. but as is the case with most things, i am still constantly growing and learning. things that before i thought i could handle i now realize i can't. this is something that is exciting to me but also frustrating. to think that when i am older, i will be dealing with the same things i am dealing with now gives me hopefullness while also giving hopelessness. the only real hope i have is that i will be better in the future than i am now.

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