i was searching for something i could not describe
so i stared at the sun till tears filled my eyes
i thought i was empty so i paid the cost
but now that i'm found i miss being lost

i opened my heart and let jesus in
with a promise that i would be free of my sins
but i only felt guilty that he died on the cross
cause now that i'm found i miss being lost

i dont wont to suffer and i dont want to die
i want the clouds parted and endless blue skies
but someone up there has a different plan
cause now that i am saved i wish i was damned

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