it is weird to actually be moving away from provo. me and jesse are about to leave this place that we have knwon for so long, a place where we have become so comfortable and complacent that makes life way too easy. i am excited for the challenge of moving to a big city and seeing if i can make it work. but i think everybody who knows me knows that if it does not work out, i won't mind that much. i had really good talks yesterday was issac, chris, and scott. we talked of things opld and new, and how there is a feeling in the air that something big is going to happen. i really believe this. i really believe in something. i don't know what. it is so hard to leave, but i look forward to the long cry i will have as i pass provo with the windows down, longing for a place that no longer exists. but life is good.

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