life really is so interesting and weird. i know i say this a lot. sometimes i will find myself saying it and think "jeff, why do you say that so much?" i know by saying it a lot that it probably loses it's impact on those i talk to about it. but that is what i think. often times it is all i feel and know.

sometimes i will think about life, and the experiences that i have, and the decisions i have made. and when thinking of this, i say

"i feel the best i have ever felt. i can't believe i get to feel this way."

or

"i am sad and tired of life. fuck everything!!!"

why at times do i care so much what others think, or what others do. they are like me, living their lives as they see fit and want, because of the experiences they have had, whether good or bad. how can i judge anyone for the actions they take in their lives? i don't know what they have been through. i don't know what they have experienced. but even though i think that, it does not mean much.

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